Without you, I’m nothing ..

It’s getting so hard that I can’t handle it anymore ..
It’s getting so dark that I can’t see what I’ve dreamed for..
And now ! I’m doing my best and still can’t solve it..
Somehow ! It’s boiling in my chest and can’t bear it..
Cuz, I thought I can make it on my own ..
I thought I can hit the goal alone ..
I believed so much only in myself ..
My arrogance drag me into the gulf ..

Forgive me, I know I was mistaken ..
And for this material life I was taken ..
I forgot that everything is in YOUR HAND..
And I’m just a poor slave in YOUR LAND ..
Forgive me, I know I was wrong ..
Without your help I can’t be strong ..
It’s true that I’m without YOU just nothing ..
Without YOUR MERCY even the birds can’t sing ..

FORGIVE ME YA ALLAH

Guide Me All The Way – Maher Zain

|*|Guide Me All The Way |*|
from : Album ” forgive me 2012″ 

I know that You could easily
Take away every thing You’ve given me
And I try to remember
Not to take anything for granted
‘Cause I know that one day
Suddenly this will all come to an end
So my last wish is for you to be pleased with Me

Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way

I know that sometime I do
I do forget that my last breath could be the last
Forgive me ’cause I cant thank you enough
Forgive me when I doubt your love
Now I pray for that day
when all this stops and comes to an end
So my last wish is for You to be pleased with me

Day by day passes
And I think that my time could be near
So I pray: O God let this world be in my hands
And not in my hear
‘Cause soon I’ll have to leave it 

Guide me all the way
Don’t let me go astray

Lyrics: Maher Zain

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Ya ALLAH please, Guide me & accept me as a good Muslimah ..
Ya ALLAH please, forgive every sin I made even if I don’t remember it ..
Ya ALLAH please, Allow me to meet all the muslims in Jannah  and be together with prophet Muhammad (P.B.U.H) ..
~ AMEEN ~

So soon Lyrics – Maher Zain

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|*| SO SOON |*|
from Album : forgive me 2012 .. 

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around (x2)
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, ooh

Lyrics: Bara Kherigi, Maher Zain & Mohamed El-Kazaz ..

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Baba!! I really miss you & need you now more than ever,
If You were still here It won’t be the same & It wont be that hard ..
But, I Have to keep going & working for the day I’ll meet you again In Jannah ..
- In shaa ALLAH - 

My Muslim personality

Oh yeah !
Today I’ve took the Muslim personality Test which I heard about it from Baba Ali before, AND It’s real !!!
They told me exactly what I am & What I wanna be , It really gave me hope that In shaa ALLAH I’ll be what I’m trying to be ..

My personality is Blue , which means that I’m :
Ambitious
Avoids Conflict
Compassionate
Flexible
Fun
Good Listener
Happy
Helpful
Lighthearted
Optimistic
Peacemaker
Responsible
Self- Motivated
Sociable
Supportive
Sympathetic
Witty

Woohoooo ~ 

What a motivation  to find someone tells you the real strength points in your personality =)

and then, they told me My Career paths :-

Alternative Health Care Practitioners, i.e. Chiropractor, Reflexologist  –> I always think of them as an interesting  jobs  =)

Child Care / Early Childhood Development  –> well, don’t think so lol 

Counselors and Social Worker –> yeah It suits me =)

Imam / Religious Director –> that’s my goal ya ALLAH =’) 

Medical Doctors / Dentist –> I wanted that when I was a  kid  ^^

Performers and Artist  –> I wanted that when I was a young teenager lol 

Photographer –> I stared to ;)

Psychologist –> like it  ..

Teacher –> In shaa ALLAH just another two years :D 

Well, seeing that made me more confident that joining my College was the best for me - Alhamdulillah - 
May ALLAH help me achieve my goals & gives me what I need even if it’s not what I want , Cuz I’m certain now  that ALLAH always chooses the best and the suitable  for Me ..

take the test & see your Muslim personality  :
http://www.muslimpersonality.com

Wa~
Assalamu-alikum wa rahmatuALLAH wa barakatuh ..
Much love & respect for all the world ..  

RO2YA’s Carnival day

WohoO ~
Yesterday, RO2YA - none profit foundation for developing the poor areas -  made a carnival for kids In ” 7adeqat Al-tefl” .. It was an amazing day =)
We – RO2YA team & volunteers - met over there at 8:30 am and wait for the rest then we entered to the garden to prepare the games program ..
I wanted to teach the kids a new sense of art - as I’m loving art - and made then play a ” balloon painting “ as If it’s a game and then we put in in “Ro2ya place” as a decorate made by kids =D

~ it supposed to look like that ~

It was so much fun there as they didn’t gave me the exact requirements I asked for , so me & my friends started to do it in a funny way &  some of balloons has been exploded while blowing them and the colors became everywhere over my friends and at the end I couldn’t make it as I wish LOL

Then, I had to leave cuz I had another important Quran class & a meeting with my professor & then went again to them and started to play with the kids & draw with them , I was sitting with a very young kids their ages were around 4-6 , I was teaching them how to draw a star LOL
It took me a long time to make them do it on their owns & then taught them how to make the sun looks like a flower LOL
It was so much fun , then we let them play in the amusement park :D
It was a tiring long day, but I was happy & still happy with the memories of that day .. It’s a real pleasure to make a child laugh & play happily ~ Alhamdulillah~

~ pretty lovely girls from yesterday event ~

~ Shimaa, Shoruk, Rehab & Me ~  

Thanks ALLAH for letting me be a part of that day, & Thanks “RO2YA “ for giving me a true happiness ^_^
May ALLAH accept our effort & help us to achieve our dream  ..

“ رؤية .. شباب بيحلم لبكرة “

Don’t hesitate, and never stop praying

~
بِســم اللهِ الرحمَن الرَحِيــم
~ 

~{ قَالَ أَنظِرْنِي إِلَى يَوْمِ يُبْعَثُونَ * قَالَ إِنَّكَ مِنَ الْمُنظَرِينَ }~
( الأعراف : 14&15 )
{[Satan] said, “Reprieve me until the Day they are resurrected. [ Allah ] said, “Indeed, you are of those reprieved.”}
(7: 14&15)

~
Thinking about those verses made me feel like : ” OMG!! ALLAH -subhanahu wa ta’ala- has done what shiatan asked for and made him alive till the day of judgment as he wanted .. And we -Muslims- sometimes thought that ALLAH won’t listen to our prayers & doaa ” !!
Subhana ALLAH!! how come ?!!
So,don’t hesitate, and never stop praying & asking ALLAH for whatever you want and be sure HE will listen & answer your requests ..

Don’t run away

If you disobeyed ALLAH and made a sin -no matter how big was it-, don’t run away from HIM fearing his punishment , Just run to HIM seeking his forgiveness..
♥ ALLAH is the most forgiving ♥ 
ALLAH said in the Holy Qura’an that HE -Almighty- is ~{ غَافِرِ الذَّنْبِ وَقَابِلِ التَّوْبِ }~
English translation : [ The forgiver of the sin, acceptor of the repentance,..] -40:3-  

And, Never think that ALLAH won’t accept you, This is a “Shaitaan trick” for not letting you repent to ALLAH and ask for HIS forgiveness ..
So, If you made anything wrong go immediately and repent to ALLAH knowing that HE -Almighty- is always near and hearing you ..
And always remember that ALLAH said in The Holy Qura’an :-
~{ قُلْ يَا عِبَادِيَ الَّذِينَ أَسْرَفُوا عَلَى أَنفُسِهِمْ لَا تَقْنَطُوا مِن رَّحْمَةِ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ جَمِيعًا إِنَّهُ هُوَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ }~
[ Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah . Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful.” ] -39:53-

Islam made me a Queen

In my opinion .,
ISLAM made all girls like Queens ..
that a strange man can’t talk with her freely & informally or even shake hands with her,
Because she is A QUEEN ..
Only specific people have the permission to do that =)
her husband, her family & her Queens friends ..
How respectful & adorable is this !!

~

Muslimah Queen & Proud =)

~
الحَمدُ للهِ عَلى نِعمةِ الإسلآم ، وَ كَفَى بِهَآ نِعمَة 
 ~

You’re amazingly unique

When you look at this wonderful universe ..
You can’t find anything useless in this world ..
The animals, the birds, the insects,and even the ground ..
Everything has his own value & his own strength to serve the universe ..
So, what about ” a human being “ with an amazing brain & a complex structures ..
Do you believe that GOD has created you in that way just to do nothing, !!
Do you truly believe that you are useless !! and your life means nothing !!

Absolutely no , You have been created to do the most noble mission which is to worship ALLAH and to obey HIM , which means to be creative , strong, hard-worker, loyal, ambitious, and to be the best in whatever your position is ..
Discover your inner power and your hidden talent, show it to the world and never be ashamed of yourself ..
And always remember that “ You’re amazingly unique “ that nobody can replace you, and there are a tons of things are waiting for only you to make them done ..

-Try having some Inspirational cards like that in you desk or notebooks- 

وَ السلآمـ عَلي مَنْ إِتَبَع آلهُدى ~ 

He is coming Home

This is dedicated to my brother who has been working abroad  for a year & three months ..
Mody ! come back safe =’)

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It has been a year ..
a year of suffering ..
a year of yearning ..
a year of working ..
Night and day ..
It has been a year ..
a year of missing ..
a year of thinking ..
a year of struggling ..
To find the way ..

” But, It’s okay now ..
  Cuz, He is coming home .. “

It’s time to light up his room ..
It’s time for flowers to bloom ..
To wash away all the missing gloom ..
It’s like a wedding & he is the groom ..

O ALLAH !
Thank YOU for making him bear that year ..
Thank YOU for helping him through his fear ..
Thank YOU for bringing him with us here ..
Thank YOU for making him back near ..

O ALLAH !
please, guard him in every step he takes..
Put YOUR blessing in whatever he makes ..
Protect him from all life’s shakes ..
Accept his deeds for YOUR sake ..

-

وآآحشتنى يآآ موودي 

I Miss you bro ..

Rindu kamu Abang ..

오빠, 보고 싶어요  ..
( oppa, bogo sipoyo )